Saturday, September 26, 2009

life of pheonix...


As a kid, walkin in crisscross lanes holdin my mom’s hand m thinking...

How does she always know where to go...

Never observing d obvious n going for lateral thoughts,

Can this reason my love for boring black forgetting all coruscant colors?

And I can recall my geometry teacher probing for simplest problems,


as that was the only way he could put me in trouble...

Being at steep inclination angle,

performing algebraic operations in the living mathematics,

I am twisting real statistic, converting simpler things into complex...

Evading to exist like Frog of the well,

preserving ashes, m breathing life of phoenix…

where different people use many names to call...

are dey looking for personnel or d names??

This was my choice n I still prefer to have this as my pick…

chauffeuring on one way streak with no U Turn,

I will live n die and live again n die again till infinity…

knitting the daydreams in my own never land i believe,

Itinerary to tranquility is in tiding thoughts...

looking at hurrying vegetation outside my taxi window,

writing soliloquy, hurricane wavering in mind m thinking again,

locomoting around globe without any locus, covering areas of polygonal cosmos,

gaining experience of an idiot y don I get lost…

or I am already???

Friday, September 18, 2009

GoAway



Cant u see,
I don treasure u any more…
so, why don u go away?
yes, its true…
u been wid me in all ma lonely times,
its only u who kept me moving,
u were ma words wen I count speak
u were so reflexive alws,
I do appreciate yor concern…
I too hv loved u rough, u been so private…
but now, hv got so much of u,
dat m not a buff as before…
so, y don u leave?
u been wid me for a long now,
hv u seen me cryin for centuries??
m not a sentient any more…
its ur luv to me dat has left me numb…
yes, I don cherish yor being any more.. .
So, O’ Pain!!!
GO AWAY,
I don acknowledge u any more…
you r not an unpleasant feel anymore…
u can whip me no longer…
don u lure me of disambiguation,
don u pervert yor subsistence,
now, leave me alone…
n heal someone else' wounds...

Monday, September 14, 2009

...rain

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
From where are you coming? Tell me, explain..
You are a virgin, you are so pure,
Shower your magic, don’t let it go wane...

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
Purl into blood, embark in vein..
Filch bereavement, bestow life to cadaver
Pour pleasance in pulse, take all the pain…

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
Take me to your origin, with you let me drain..
Sermon supernal connotation you have brought,
Edify my soul, aerify all bane…

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
Touch me tenderly, let me go insane..
Drizzle mizzle me, make me go ooze
Pierce my heart, kiss mundane…

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
Go to sess, go to sugarcane..
leave leaves coloured n flourish the flower,
Smear over soil, let it too gain…

O’ my lovely, lovely rain,
You have come on earth, visit every lane..
Let thicken your ecstasy throughout,
Go every abode, go every ane…

O’ my lovely, lovely rain..
From where are you coming? Tell me, explain…

Saturday, September 12, 2009

....Contradictions

Jhooth bolna paap h(to lie is a sin)... wasn’t dis one of d foremost lessons dat we learnt being kids? Still we all hv been takin lie shield everywhr in life orbit… can b to impress ur boss or a stud or lass… i tried goggling "Lie" n could see a no. of Lie classifications on Wiki n could also find anodr page givin tips on “how to lie”(lol)...

M livin in a state whr one s made to graduate in economics coz he count clear ecomomics paper in first attempt in scndry school(lol again)…

Anodr thing i read sumewhr… “Dere r 3 ways to get sumthing done, either do it yourself, hire sumone to do it or js forbid ur kids to do it”... D most excitin thing to ever do s d thing for which u hv been forbidden…
Dis is human drive or don know d psychology of universe… d light givin star alws ends up in a black hole, D sea water ws nvr worth drinkin… n d rains also cum aftr a hot day…

Yes, its d champaign of contradictions…We r livin in a world whr we wrk for sumthin n get d infringing…


… we cn try to turn d contradictions in our favor…

U r said coz ur boyfren doesn’t call u.. chng ur no. immediately n don give d new no. to him... nw, he cant call u n u cant be sad coz he dint call u… ha ha try it out, it works ;-)

Stupid, Rigid, Nonsense..... cant b nythin else den Love


yes, i love u
let it b ma confession
i love u, i love u
may b its d love season
as i can see no gud reason
still i love u, still i love u
n i know u hv cum to know too
but who d hell cares
i don care, i don care
so wot if u don luv
none is askin for...
i don need u, i don need u
do wotevr u cn do
nothin matters et all
i give a damn, i give a damn
bt dat doesnt mean i will stp
it wont change nything
i will luv u, i will luv u....

he he he :D :D ;)

Monday, September 7, 2009

My Contribution...


Energy… d only thing dat resides forever…
D whole universe is being governed by energy… Whatever we do or whatever we don’t do involves only one thing in common n dats energy…

Physics may have classified energy in many categories but here I will say that there exist only two forms of energy… Positive or Constructive Energy and Negative or Destructive Energy… Following d law of conservation “Total amt is constant n both are inter convertible”…

Now, its up to us only what we want to have… With each and every action of ours d energy is getting transformed.. We can have positive energies by positive thoughts, attitude, behavior, language, body language n everything else….... n d same holds good for d other form too. Not forgetting, our lives are affected inevitably by the vibrations around, lets try to have more of Constructive.... Not for anyone but for ourselves…
… but we r already surrounded by so much of Negative!!! How to deal wid dat??
To this my answer would be yes we can.. we can transform it into positive by being courteous at least till its really not required… till d water has not reached our heads…

I guess, I have had ma say. So, js to stp maself frm writin lemme end it wid lines as said by ma boss :

“lets pretend to be sober by flower power,
pretend till variance reaches our perimeters…”

Saturday, September 5, 2009

...not just Evil

I kept on complainin…
time hs changed,
ppl r not same,
d world is worldly.,
n souls r selfish…
I dint ever try,
lookin into myself…
but dat day…
I had to know,
I had to realize…
hv not I also changed?
n dat day…
wen i count withstand d dissent,
I had to surrender…
I had to b maself,
js for once,
I spoke myself out,
n played free…
…polite became politer,
long gone r comin back,
not just evil,
bonny bulk s near now…

M shoutin to me…
“hey you, wake up darling!!!
Open ur eyez,
Goodness is still around…”

For the spirit of innocence….

I can see u smile…
n I know d reason behind…

dats y I keep on sayin it again,

to make u smile...
wen you try to hide,
i know, u turn aside,
but I can still see u smile ...
as i know d reason behind…
hardest u try to keep in line,
i will be able to see a sparse smile...
n wen m not around,
I know, I can see a sated smile,
knowin dis gives me also,
a reason to smile…
Yes, I can see u smile,
n I know d reason behind…
but do u also know,
dat I know…
my innocence makes u smile... :-)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Me and She



Sometimes I feel like there are two me's in me...

First 'me' is the one that was born with me... very gracious.. far from the real world... always lost in her own dreams... with pure heart and soft soul... who loves to love n care everyone around... this ‘me’ will always forgive essences who did something not good to 'me'... ‘me‘ does not even know that there exists something else also which is not the truth...

And the other is ‘she’.. ‘she’ kept coming into as I grew up... ‘she’ is a lady with pride... constantly obtaining chattels from outside world... very practical n daring... keeps d world beneath her feet... 'she' will never forget d affairs that went bad n d reason behind... ‘she’ is a perfect liar…

Both keep on conflicting each other but at times they are complementary too …

Whenever ‘me’ being feeble, gets hurt ‘she’ takes domination n rebukes ‘me’ to not shed tears bothering about futile things n foreign particles…. n when ‘she’ is trying to take wrong path out of her impatience n aggressiveness ‘me’ silently holds her hand n projects her to d precise trajectory…
‘she’ encourages ‘me’ to take necessary risks n to not b scared, while ‘me’ keeps on preaching ‘she’ about hallowed intent n d sanctified spirit ritual…

When ‘me’ is putting efforts to preserve her innocence…
‘she’ keeps on fighting to win her existence…

I feel both are veracious. I go wordlessly wherever dey chauffeur.